i am sitting with rumpled pieces of paper and my hands stained with ink, as if blood has turned indigo, wringing your name like a paltry confession. and i feel as pathetic as you think i am, i feel as though i could walk across the ocean with salt making my lips sting and i could travel for miles just to get to you, and you would be standing on the other side with empty eyes and you're asking, "why have you come?" and, somehow, you're bigger than me, somehow, you're a giant and i'm forced to look up at you and admit i don't know.
i have lost my footing. the sky is the earth, my head is underwater and hair dancing with seaweed. i am dro
darling wendy and peter pan missed the flight to never never land
chasing murky stars reflected in stagnant water
submerged in desperation
they find themselves in the girls' bathroom again
sexual intercourse against walls of dirty discourse
they're never going to grow up
but they're memorising each other's bodies
because they can't escape growing old
peter pan holds his darling wendy close
pressing her against the wall
looking for the immortality sitting on her shoulder
whispering, oh god, save me, she's drowning
[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an mp3 player/ipod/discman.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You love your family
[x] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 6
[x] You dress the way you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to the movies.
T 0 T A L: 14
[ ] You have over 500 frien